To my unborn child⦠To my unborn child In case I donāt make it Just remember, Daddy loves you
Now ever since my birth, IĀ“ve been cursed, since IĀ“m born to wile In case I never get to holla at my unborn child Many things learned in prison, blessed and still livinĀ“ Tryna earn every penny that IĀ“m gettinĀ“ IĀ“m reminiscinĀ“ to the beginninĀ“ of my mission When I was conceived and came to be in this position My mama was a Panther, loud single parent, but she proud When she witnessed baby boy rip a crowd Went to school, but I dropped out and left the house āCause my mama say IĀ“m good for nothinĀ“, so IĀ“m out Since I only got one life to live, God forgive me for my sins
Let me make it and I“ll never steal again or deal again My only friend is my misery Wantin“ revenge for the agony they did to me See, my life ain“t promised, but it“s sure gettin“ better Hope you understand my love letter, to my unborn child
[Natasha Walker] IĀ“m writing you a letter This is to my unborn child Wanna let you know I love you If you didnĀ“t know I feel this way āCause I think about you every day I have so much to say
Seems so complicated to escape fate
And you can never understand “til we trade places Tell the world I feel guilty for bein“ anxious Ain“t no way in hell that I could ever be a rapist It“s hard to face this cold world on a good day When will they let the little kids in the hood play? I got shot five times, but I“m still breathin“ Living proof there“s a God if you need a reason Can I believe in my own fate? Will I raise my kids in the right or the wrong way? Dear Mama, I“m a man now I wanna make it on my own, not a handout Make way for a whirlwind prophesized I wanna go in peace when I gotta die On these cold streets, ain“t no love, no mercy and no friends
In case you never see my face again, to my unborn child
[Natasha Walker] IĀ“m writing you a letter This is to my unborn child Wanna let you know I love you If you didnĀ“t know I feel this way āCause I think about you every day I have so much to say
Dear Lord, can you hear me? Tell me what to say To my unborn seed in case I pass away Will my child get to feel love? Or are we all just cursed to be street thugs? āCause beinĀ“ black hurts, and even worse if you speak first LivinĀ“ my life as an Outlaw ā what could be worse?
āCause maybe if I tried to change WhoĀ“m I kiddinĀ“? IĀ“m a thug Ā“til I die; IĀ“m a rider, mane Touch bases, eat lunch in plush places Regular criminal oasis awaits us If thereĀ“s a ghetto for true thugs, IĀ“ll see you there And IĀ“m sorry for not beinĀ“ there Just know your daddy was a soldier: Me Against the World Bless the boys and all my little girls To the Lord: IĀ“m eternal, restinĀ“ in peace Please take care of all my seeds, to my unborn child
Please take care of all my kids and my unborn child To my unborn childā¦
This letter goes out to my seeds That I might not get to see ācause of this lifestyle Just know your daddy loved you Got nothinĀ“ but love for you And all I wanted was for you to have a better life than I had āCause I was out there on a 24 hour 365 grind When you get to be my age, youāll understand Just know I got love for you And Iāll see you if thereās a ghetto in Heaven If thereās a Ghetto Heaven, Iāll be there waitinĀ“ for you Heh heh, take care, run wild, but be smart Follow the rules of the game I know sometimes thereās confusion Rules of the game is gonna get you through it all day every day
Watch out for these snakes and fakes Friends come a dime-a-dozen Be an individual, work hard Study, get your mind sharp, trust nobody