IĀ“m waiting for a train To take me away The cost of my vanity I canĀ“t afford to pay IĀ“m waiting for a change
To not feel this way I gave up my sanity For nothing in exchange
I think IĀ“m wasted And IĀ“ll never make it IĀ“m numb and IĀ“m jaded And I canĀ“t escape it Yeah, darling, IĀ“m waking Ā“Cause I feel you fading ThereĀ“s nowhere to run The train never comes IĀ“m sick of this place IĀ“m sick of LA
I traded my heart for a taste of the fame, yeah DonĀ“t know what love is, but I love cocaine I love the way that she feels and now I canĀ“t feel my pain
I canĀ“t feel the mania, I donĀ“t feel insane
She swears that I have a problem, like I donĀ“t know That if I donĀ“t get a grip, IĀ“m gonna die on this road I know IĀ“m losing control, IĀ“ve been losing hope I swear IĀ“m trying to grow, but this is This is all that I know
The world that IĀ“m lost in Is one I canĀ“t process IĀ“ve been to the bottom IĀ“m back to the bottle Already forgot it Already forgotten The pain that it causes Like I didnĀ“t cause it
And I think IĀ“m wasted And IĀ“ll never make it IĀ“m numb and IĀ“m jaded And I canĀ“t escape it Yeah, darling, IĀ“m waking Ā“Cause I feel you fading Your memoryĀ“s erasing And I canĀ“t escape, no I canĀ“t escape