I´ve been asleep since December
I think I´ll freeze in this weather
Is this the end that I chose?

I´m fighting to keep myself sober

When I wish my life would be over
Is there a way I can do both?

And everyone says that they need me
How do I say I´m defeated?
How do I tell them I´m bleeding?
I´m just not happy anymore

I wish that they never met me
I wish that they could forget me
And I wish that somebody´d let me
So it won´t hurt them when I go

The weight of the world on my shoulders
Is heavier now that I´m older
It´s selfish of me to let go

My family´s broken and severed

And I can´t keep us together
I wish that I wasn´t alone

What happens when I stop breathing?
What happens when I´m the reason?