What everybody thinks about me Why I laugh when it isn´t funny
And why I´m even at this party now, mm Step out and say a friend is coming I´m walking to my car and wondering Why I´m alone but still prefer an empty house
I wish that I could just turn off these thoughts and let myself out Why does it seem so easy for everyone else? (Hmm) And I´m so tired of re-enacting things I just could have said out loud But I was busy thinking ´bout
If anybody else is leavin´ This bathroom´s got a dirty ceiling Am I the only one that´s feelin´ this way now Why everybody´s smiling at me And why it doesn´t make me happy And what excuse I´m gonna give to turn around
I wish that I could just turn off these thoughts and let myself out Why does it seem so easy for everyone else? (Hmm) And I´m so tired of re-enacting things I just could have said out loud But I was busy thinking ´bout
But I was busy thinking ´bout But I was busy thinking ´bout But I was busy thinking ´bout
Get home and go sit in the kitchen I´m turnin´ off the lights and wishin´ I would have stayed, you know I hate this empty house