And I looked And behold, a pale white horse And his name said upon him is death And Hell followed with him
You ever get depression, face goes blank No expression, dealing with some demons, they aggressive Looking at the gun on the dresser Got a question Will these thoughts stop if I press it? I don´t really wanna off myself But I often sit and think Gotta shed a tear like a drop from a faucet sink Need to talk to a shrink, walk with a priest Wanna fight everybody when I walk down the street Want a problem? Fuck you your honor, never had a father Made me crazy like a motherfucker Came in swinging Muhammed Ali Frazier born in 1980, started rappin´ way before I ever heard of Shady
I ain´t even know white dudes rap Thought you had to be black for that Had to feel he started jackin´ with the hat to match I was rappin´ way before I heard of Aftermath
I´ve been feelin´ crazy but I´ve been actin´ like I got it all together I´ve been down lately but Maybe someday I´ll get my act together Made it through the bad weather It was okay, but I had better I don´t like to look in mirrors
Cause I don´t like lookin´ at my face I don´t look at my face
I don´t look at my face I don´t look at my face I see you lookin´ at my face!
Why so aggressive? Say it with my chest, yeah so they get the message I don´t mean to text back if you just look away ´Fore I make your head spin like an exorcist Bah, wakin´ up from nightmares Heart thumpin´, God are you hearin´ my prayers? Cause I hear the thunder and I don´t really like mirrors Someone stares back at me lookin´ like my fears The only one that I´m scared of us G-O-D And the old me, drunk or OE And I don´t know if you aware, but I´ve been slowly
Numbing my pains like a OD on codeine Battlin´ my demons like it´s 106 and Park Medication´ sins with some gin, never healed my scar Trynna end part-part of my heart with my art But the dark feels like darts and I don´t know where I should start Cause
I´ve been feelin´ crazy but I´ve been actin´ like I got it all together I´ve been down lately but Maybe someday I´ll get my act together Made it through the bad weather It was okay, but I had better I don´t like to look in mirrors
Cause I don´t like lookin´ at my face I don´t look at my face I don´t look at my face I don´t look at my face I see you lookin´ at my face!
I´m mentally unstable, unable to get a grip Bet my guardian angel thinks I´m a piece of shit Got a mountain of problems and I´ve been standin´ on a cliff Figured maybe I should jump and tell everybody I tripped Can´t admit it, but I´m sick of prescription pills that I get Gettin´ hard to swallow and I don´t feel like I´m fixed
I´m slippin´ further and further into the grip of a pill I´ve been digging since I was nothin´ but a six-year-old kid Now I´m grown and I´m seein´ ghosts Of the man I used to be before I fell into this hole Full of bones, I´ve been gettin´ stoned And it helped me cope with everything beautifully But I wish I would´ve known bout the lows I moved to the middle of nowhere If I was you, wouldn´t go there Cause I just wanna be by myself! Nothin´ but some mountains and cold air I got my dogs and I don´t care And I did everything by myself! I just wanna be in nature Keep erasin´ my entire legacy
Of everything and being famous I´m not a celebrity, I´m a piece of paper That I scribble my thoughts on when they feel dangerous Fuck you I can see it clear You still want Hollywood now I wanna disappear Everywhere I go I see people lookin´ at me weird Every time I see a mirror I can´t look at my face!
I´ve been feelin´ crazy but I´ve been actin´ like I got it all together I´ve been down lately but Maybe someday I´ll get my act together Made it through the bad weather It was okay, but I had better
I don´t like to look at mirrors
Cause I don´t like lookin´ at my face I don´t look at my face I don´t look at my face I don´t look at my face I see you lookin´ at my face!