How did I get here?
And what have I done?
It´s like I´ve been sleeping for two years
And I´m just waking up
Like I´m coming out of a blackout

Like I didn´t see you ´til right now
I look around and I´m feeling like
I built a prison and put myself in it

I don´t wanna go through the motions
No, I don´t wanna

I can´t stand it when you touch me like that
´Cause it just reminds me of the nights that I spent
Telling myself it was fine
But now I´m over that
I think it´s better if we just pretend
We´re just strangers again

Where do I go now?
And where do I start?

I don’t wanna pick up the pieces
I just wanna watch it all fall apart, fall apart
Like it should, fall apart, like I said I would
I wanted out, but you held me down
And fed me the lies I told to myself

I don´t wanna go through the motions
No, I don´t wanna

I can´t stand it when you touch me like that
´Cause it just reminds me of the nights that I spent
Telling myself it was fine
But now I´m over that
I think it´s better if we just pretend
We´re just strangers again

We had what we had but it´s done

Now I´m over it
Held on for too long when I should’ve let go of it
And I know it was wrong but I tried to keep hold of it
It was wrong, it was wrong, it was wrong

I can´t stand it when you touch me like that
´Cause it just reminds me of the nights that I spent
Telling myself it was fine
But now I´m over that
I think it´s better if we just pretend
We´re just strangers again.

I can´t stand it when you touch me like that
´Cause it just reminds me of the nights that I spent

Telling myself it was fine
But now I´m over that
I think it´s better if we just pretend
We´re just strangers again.