I had truly learned to hate By the time that I was 8 In my mind What was true I made up or confused
The apologist in me Couldn´t wait to disagree With your stance
Such amusement on your face All I wanted was to hate The beliefs that you hold What´s the point I don´t know When the future seems to be Some forgotten kind of dream We sidelined
And you won´t change my mind It´s a waste of your time When I hate every word Just cause you Said it first
You said it first
I would dance another day But I left it all too late Don´t remind me of her Don´t give a crap Run away if you meet anyone like you and me
To believe easy lies Wasn´t quite dignified When I called you that night I was just seeing if you´re alright I take it back! I take it back
I relive all those nights On a loop in my mind Can you tell I´m uptight? Used to be what you liked
And I might rationalize Call you up to clarify That I meant you no harm It was just a false alarm