You showed me meditation Said it´d change me I thought I needed to ´Cause your mum said I had growing up to do In April I walked your way
I left my friends behind ´Cause I didn´t think you liked them And it was cute that kids love you
Bye bye and by next July My therapist will say I´m fine I´ll go see the Northern lights If I combine the flights it´s cheaper that way I´ll walk around New York rain No one will ever break me down again
On show days it showed me quaking I fumbled words I lost my place And I was waiting for someone to see straight through In every conversation I said I missed my friends What a normal thing
You said I´d learn to be alone like you
Bye bye and by next July My therapist will say I´m fine I´ll go see the Northern lights If I combine the flights it´s cheaper that way I´ll walk around New York rain No one will ever break me down again
Then I was standing with glue and tape I was panicking My colour had been changed A thousand drops of paint You dripped and you didn´t know you did You didn´t know You´ve been calling my mum What did you say? I think you needed control to ease your brain
I didn´t get it till I walked away Because you made me breakfast, you cheered my name So I kept thinking of polar sunshine To keep my wonder But something was wrong A battle had come and all the horses And all my friends were gone I wiggled my way I put back the pieces My friends I´m sorry for the moments I missed I´ve painted over the glue and the tape And tomorrow your name won´t haunt me like this
Bye bye and by next July My therapist will say I´m fine I´ll go and see the Northern lights