It was me and my notepad when I was a young no-hoper Suddenly you´re grown up and it ain´t much like the brochure Then you keep it silent like the p that´s in pneumonia
Am I getting closer or farther? Went the hard way like Kokoda She called for closure but she knew it wasn´t exclusive I also told her I love her, maybe that was stupid Even slept over, she did yoga, superfood and turmeric And the pussy tight like student units, don´t wanna lose it If the shoe fit, she coulda had Louboutins, Jimmy Choos on Hit a few bumps, sleeping on futons, from paying with coupons to Copping a coupe, these dreams giving me goosebumps Feel like Kubrick, turn this music to a movie, to a movement And a few kids in the crowd they got that glint like the words I say
Explain how they feel, don´t make no sense, ´cause I ain´t even Know how I feel, I know these demons got me pinned But I wouldn´t let them demons win, c´mon man
There´s nowhere left to hide (Nowhere) The ghosts are in my mind But I´m not scared now (Not scared, no) The shadows seem to creep (Oh) Closer to my feet (Closer to my feet now) But I´m not scared now (I´m not scared)
I been toxic to every girl I ever been with I call them crazy but maybe he is Why I´m so fucked up, I got my reasons Why I´m so fucked up, I got my reasons, Jesus I´ve been talking fast at therapy, that´s more bang for your buck
Told that bitch to fix me, if you don´t I´ll fuck this office up How come every time I get my way but still it ain´t enough? Chasing an illusion you never touch Wrote my car off drinking and driving, it´s not me, it´s the liquor Besides, I think my dealer should have just delivered Wish that I could scratch it from the record, chicka chicka I promised my girl I would change, she´s like quicker, quicker I won´t front, low on funds, tried to withdraw, my stomach sunk My car don´t skrr, it just clunk, on the bus, sit in gum Addicted to them girls in dunks, white Air Force 1s, I eat the cunt
Wet like a sponge, she got no flaws, acrylic claws, tan like Trump She hate my guts till I put it in her guts, and then she stunned I love her so, till I make her love me back, then I run Now she at Sweet Greens, Tender Greens, looking for a better me She probably do it by the end of week
Hi, it´s me calling again I´m the rap song voicemail girl I leave you annoying messages and I´m not real I´m just a representation of your distorted perception of women Anyway, call me back