I signed a deal, said, "Goodbye" to my innocence I fell in love with Los Angeles Iâ lostâ my friends toâ Los Angeles I lost myself in Losâ Angeles Came a long way, I brought Houston, brought Texas with me
I brought my pain and my demons with me I say a prayer, hope the lord forgive me I took a pill and I hope I feel it
I miss livin´ at the hospital I miss livin´ down in South Central I remember back when it was simple I ain´t have to fight with all my niggas Money complicated every issue Man, it´s crazy how they deal with you Talk about it like they still with you Use my name as a meal ticket They don´t wanna see me standing now Bipolar nigga, I´m manic now I want more shit in my bank account I want my granny a bigger house I grow more hungry like every day I feel like God in a scary way
All of these sins that I need repay I need to find me some different ways
I signed a deal, said, "Goodbye" to my innocence I fell in love with Los Angeles I lost my friends to Los Angeles I lost myself in Los Angeles Came a long way, I brought Houston, brought Texas with me I brought my pain and my demons with me I say a prayer, hope the lord forgive me I took a pill and I hope I feel it
I made major changes to myself I am still a danger to myself Still, might grab the stainless off the shelf But I don´t really think I´m finished yet I ain´t even get to feel it yet
Smoke ain´t even hit the ceiling yet Only hopin´ that I fade away I wake up and face another day I got shit that they can´t take away All the secrets that I gave away Still, I´m regrettin´ it more and more I took one, I need a couple more I need God, I need holy ghost I need somethin´, give me comatose My depression what I love the most I can never seem to let it go
I signed a deal, said, "Goodbye" to my innocence I fell in love with Los Angeles I lost my friends to Los Angeles I lost myself in Los Angeles Came a long way, I brought Houston, brought Texas with me
I brought my pain and my demons with me I say a prayer, hope the lord forgive me I took a pill and I hope I feel it