After I nut, it´s like a truck hit me
Depression kicks in, it´s like a drug to me
And there are, unfortunately
And there are, are

Not built for this shit, shit
Can´t cry and fuss, the world don´t care what you wish
Don´t trip, you ain´t the only one
That´s my problem when I´m faded (Faded), woah
I second-guess myself, I´m jaded
The weight of the world might not be meant for my knees
Doubtin´ myself, feel like a constant disease
But that don´t matter like family titles, that´s my cousin and niece
My heart feels everything, these days, it beats through my teeth

After I nut, it´s like a truck hit me
Depression kicks in, it´s like a drug to me
And there are, unfortunately
And there are, are

Blunt after blunt, cup after cup (I know I´m wrong)
Temporary joy, do I mean to self-destroy? (Don´t wanna live that ´lone)
Stickin´ to my old habits, hit the shit when she pass it
Problems I do be havin´, government out here taxin´
Self sabotage the best distraction
It´s easy to blame when shit don´t happen
Your way, your way, don´t owe you nothin´
Can´t mope around, I gotta make shit happen

After I nut, it´s like a truck hit me
Depression kicks in, it´s like a drug to me
And there are, unfortunately
And there are, are

So many things I give to you
But I lift you up, but I lift you up
All the love I give to you
But I lift you up
What did you give up for ?