I´m afraid of the way that I live my life I´m afraid of the way I don´t I´m afraid of the things that I wanna do, but I won´t
I´m afraid of God I´m afraid to believe I´m afraid of all the loved ones that I´ve made leave I´m afraid that my dog doesn´t love me, anymore
I´m afraid of social laziness that let Kitty Genovese die, and I´m afraid of the mob mentality that makes otherwise normal people go blind I´m afraid of the way that the world works, and I´m afraid of the words in my notebooks I´m afraid that you all know that I am a pervert
But the big red bird that lives under the city Doesn´t give a damn about me, and it dies every night
By burning alive
I´m afraid of my grandfather´s cancer, and I´m afraid of my mom´s dying arm I´m afraid that I´ve somehow caused my family harm I´m afraid that ones I love won´t have enough I´m afraid that ones I love won´t have enough
It´s harder to be yourself, than it is to be anybody else I wish I were a little less of a coward
But the big red bird that lives under the city Doesn´t give a damn about me, and it dies every night So I bought a knife I am a knife