My mind was playing on repeat I could no longer separate what was real From my own strong will to feel That everything was fine
I decided to write down my endless thoughts on paper To try to make everything seem a little clearer
I found a little black notebook on top of my refrigerator I started ripping out the pages that I´d already used I tore them apart - I needed a fresh start
And then I read some notes I made last year in October There they were - the same phrases I´ve been repeating over and over
Let´s go deeper I wanna go deeper I wanna be the best I can be with you
I wanna feel free I wanna be me I wanna be the best I can be with you
Real change might take what turns And when you think you moved on You still need a little time to really come around And the naked truth to release the mind
When I read those notes I made last year in October I realised I´ve been losing my dream over and over
Let´s go deeper I wanna go deeper I wanna be the best I can be with you
I wanna feel free I wanna be me I wanna be the best I can be with you