On the surface, everything´s just fine But nervous doesn´t describe what´s going on behind these eyes It´s just too easy to fake a smile But you got my heartbeat on repeat
Going ´bout a hundred thousand miles
My mind´s racing, but I can never out run you You´re two steps ahead while I´m tripping over my shoes
A-N-X-I-E-T-Y No matter how hard I try, you will never leave Yeah, yeah, I H-A-T-E Y-O-U And all the stupid things you do I give in so easily You get the best of me You get the best of me
I wish I could just let you go But the truth is, you are all I´ve ever known You´re an infection, a medicine just numbs my brain
I´m doing anything and everything to feel normal again What´s normal again?
´Cause my mind´s racing, but I can never out run you You´re two steps ahead while I´m tripping over my shoes My mind´s racing, but I can never out run you Playing games with me that I will always lose, ooh
A-N-X-I-E-T-Y No matter how hard I try, you will never leave Hey, yeah, I H-A-T-E Y-O-U And all the stupid things you do I give in so easily (You get, you get the best of me)
You get the best of me, no You get the best of me, of me, of me
It´s crazy, my thoughts start racing And my mind´s erasing everything I knew It´s just pills and therapy bills Just to keep me away from you And it works for a little while, bullshit smiles But I´m just walking through the motions Either that, or losing track of my emotions 4 AM panic attacks, taking red eyes back home I feel by myself, but with you, I´m never alone Damn
A-N-X-I-E-T-Y No matter how hard I try, you will never leave