Same ceiling, different day, oh I´m awake, so Stay on my phone for fourteen hours again Same Lucky Charms in the same bowl Look for rainbows
But all the colors just go gray in the end
Wish I could say, wish I could say That this won´t last forever But every day, but every day It never seems to get better
I hate myself but I don´t want to I´d ask for help but I´m too strong to I got some feelings I´ve been fighting Always hiding the truth I hate myself but I don´t want to
Friends say that I´m dramatic That I´m acting Yeah, I´m just looking for attention again I never thought that this would happen Kind of sad when
When all you got is just a voice in your head
Wish I could say, wish I could say That this won´t last forever But every day, but every day It never seems to get better
I hate myself but I don´t want to I´d ask for help but I´m too strong to I got some feelings I´ve been fighting Always hiding the truth I hate myself but I don´t want to I hate myself but I don´t want to
I don´t wanna live my life like this Going through the motions I don´t wanna live my life like this Always feeling broken
I hate myself but I don´t want to I´d ask for help but I´m too strong to I got some feelings I´ve been fighting Always hiding the truth I hate myself but I don´t want to I hate myself but I don´t want to I hate myself but I don´t want to I hate myself but I don´t want to