I am in pain I am the cursed one Life is not what it was meant to be What I didn´t ask for has now turned my way Some where in a garden it all turned wrong Things I once believed in have turned evil
Yet I pray deliver me from evil
Will suicide break the ring of curse Tomorrow I shall be gone so don´t look for me
I am lying on my death bed with chaos in my mind My life took more than it gave And with the gun in my hand my questions are so on to be answered
Will suicide break the ring of cure
Satan and God the thought passes my mind Heaven and hell it ´s not up to me If the christians that I have seen Represent the true God of heaven Then it is not place that I want to be But if I am blinded please open my eyes
And help me now
Will suicide break the ring of cure Tomorrow I shall be gone Then you will be alone