Stabled in the back by the most trusted individual leaves Mental scars that time will not heal I will never forget and I cannot possibly forgive Locked away in the back of my mind
Forever it is like a hibernating cancer
Abandoning my name fleeing from a invisible force Many years have passed Still the daggers are caressing my skin Breathe feel deny search find receive Animal behaviour These darwinistic thoughts certifie My human nature forgiving and forgetting Can only be done through divine intervention
Abandoning my name fleeing from a invisible force Many years have passed Still the daggers are caressing my skin Breathe feel deny search find receive
Doors are closed I hold the key will they stay like this
For eternity searching For what I don´´t wand to find a hibernating cancer But I don´t want to forget and therefor I cannot ever forgive
Gazing at the mirror trying to find Small of my remnants Soul with have been left behind during childhood The memories and the shames All that is left is revenge All that is real is revenge
Breathe feel deny search find receive Doors open by the touch of my hand Hibernating cancer awakens Euphoria redemption
Stabled in the back by the most trusted individual it leaves Mental scars that only God can heal I will never forget and I cannot possibly forgive Locked away in the back of my mind Forever It is like a hibernating cancer