When you wake up aye, in the morninĀ“ and then you go bout your day And who who you are, right? Mm-hm This this is how I do my day, I know that the hardest person, the toughest boss that IĀ“ve ever had in my life is myself
And my level of consciousness tells me this, I say, "Well, when you wake in the morninĀ“, I want , I want my day to have certain things, you feel what IĀ“m saying? So I I live off that formula, right? And here, at the end of the day, I see how close I was today, how close I was to be in my own world
Meditate to stop all of the brain fog Logged out and turned Instagram off God whispered, "Take all of them chains off" Fuck I spend three hundred thousand on a Range for? Validation, what I used to aim for Tried to hide the shame with the fame, yĀ“all Got guilt that drove a nigga insane, yĀ“all Suicide became one of my main thoughts Uber X-ing bitches for a nightcap
Addicted to the pussy, learning how to fight that Jogging in the dark, had to get my sight back CanĀ“t heal these injuries with a ice pack Let me head to therapy and IĀ“ll be right back I feel alive now, IĀ“m on the right track Million dollar deal, really looking type whack Man, IĀ“m tryna buy the Beatles like IĀ“m Mike JackĀ“ Like IĀ“m Mike JackĀ“ Man, IĀ“m tryna buy the Beatles like IĀ“m Mike JackĀ“ Shh, be quiet They gonĀ“ fuck around and have to pull a mic jack (Stay tuned into the frequency, love, love)
Yeah, uh (You know we be really Uptown)
IĀ“m Ā“bout to start making emojis titles (Uptown, Uptown, Uptown) (You know we be really Uptown) It say, "Talk your shit" (Uptown, Uptown, Uptown) But IĀ“m just tryna, IĀ“m just tryna
IĀ“m tryna find a fuck to give about this rap shit in this rigged game Treat us like slaves, hand us whips and a big chain ItĀ“s funny how they call masters "masters" Ā“Cause if they own yours, they making money after you die Generation gap at my shows Gotta feed the little kids more of the Fergie flows Been ducking all the drugs, I been fucking all the hoes
Tryna figure out how to fill this hole up in my soul Tryna figure out how to stop all the want Can you be a rapper and live your life like a monk? I wanna be like Future and drop every month But if it ainĀ“t the vision, God holding my tongue ItĀ“s about instant gratification these days Which leave us feeling worthless, no matter the age As I get more aware, itĀ“s hard to stay engaged When you notice all your peers ainĀ“t on the same page
Yeah (You know we be really Uptown), uh-huh (Uptown, you know we be really Uptown) I got more shit to say (Uptown, Uptown, Uptown) Let me scroll down
Hold up, lĀ“ma tell you why lĀ“m unhappy
IĀ“m unhappy about music in its current state IĀ“m unhappy about my appetite and my current weight IĀ“m unhappy about my friends and how they handle certain things Growing pains make it stressful to go through certain change I ever tell you get a job, I ainĀ“t tryna be lame You gotta try everything before you ask me for change Money donĀ“t grow on trees, especially with the fame Ā“Cause if the ship ever sink, you will tarnish my name And act like you was never a part of the blame I crippled you by getting you apartments and rings
When a little bit of struggle can make the hustle engrain ItĀ“s treacherous waters taught you how to swim, but itĀ“s hard to sustain, stay afloat
Coming out (Uptown, Uptown, Uptown) (Uptown, Uptown, Uptown) (Stay tuned into the frequency, love, love)