If I gave you my heart and my word and my trust (Yeah)
Would the weight of my love give me some of your touch? (´Cause all we got is our word, right?)

If I gave you my heart and my word and my trust (Yeah)
Would you love me? (Would you still love me?) ´Cause that´s all I can give

Woke up, not sure if I slept, I ain´t feeling well
Mind racing, I´m sipping on the ZzzQuil
Manager cracking down the whip ´cause we need sales
Every day is like climbing mountains, feeling like it´s hell
T see I ain´t right, and my girl could tell
Should I see somebody and receive help?
Started feeling out of body and I´m looking frail
Went vegan, trying to get in clothes that they didn´t sell

Tornado, my whole life was spiraling
Started smoking to be social with anxiety
Mad Man Tour was the name, what a irony
Went hard trying to transcend to the higher me
Had it all, but it wasn´t satisfying me
Always felt I could go harder is what I believed
Hope women numb the pain that will always surface
Tired of running, so l had to stop to find purpose

If I gave you my heart and my word and my trust
Would the weight of my love give me some of your touch?
If I gave you my heart and my word and my trust (Yeah, took a whole lifetime to write some shit like this)
Would you love me? ´Cause that´s all I can give (But I figured I´ll just give it to y´all)

At ten I was drowned and touched when I was in the pool
All the breath left my body where I couldn´t move
Violated, hand on my private by a bigger dude
Seconds felt like forever, really wasn´t cool
When he seen me ´round the block, he´d smile and laugh
As if we had a little secret, and I hated that
Thinking ´bout what he did really made me mad
Even thought about murder, wanted to kill his ass
Told nobody except my cousin
One time, he made a joke, but he ain´t know nothing
I asked God, "Why me? Let me know something"
I like girls, fuck he thought, that nigga on something?

As a kid, all this guilt laid up inside of me
Couple niggas called us gay ´cause we was designing things
I was triggered, and that shit really bothered me
Toxic masculinity was building up inside of me
So l had to have women in variety
This the chip that took me out of poverty
I was running from the people and the pain
Tryna bury guilt with the fame
Everybody here when it´s sunny (When it´s sunny)
Tell me, who gon´ love me through the rain? (Who gon´ love me?)
When it´s game, who shall remain?
I just hope you never change

If I gave you my heart and my word and my trust
Would the weight of my love give me some of your touch?

If I gave you my heart and my word and my trust
Would you love me? ´Cause that´s all I can give

When you give up all your love to me, then I´m gonna make you see
That you´re worthy (That you´re worthy)
That you´re worthy (That you´re worthy, oh)
When you give up all your love to me, then I´m gonna make you see
That you´re worthy
That you´re worthy (´Cause that´s all I can give)
When you give up all your love to me, then I´m gonna make you see (I´m gonna make you see)
That you´re worthy
That you´re worthy
When you give up all your love to me, then I´m gonna make you see (I´m gonna make you see)

That you´re worthy (You´re worthy)
That you´re worthy (You´re worthy)
When you give up all your love to me, then I´m gonna make you see
That you´re worthy
That you´re worthy, yeah