I shouldn´t have spilled out all my thoughts Now they are all stained on your carpet Like a red wine, it´ll never come off It´s hard to clean, I´m such a mess after it soaks in and
That´s when I felt you pull away I really hope this ain´t a permanent stages, no I really try to push you out of my brain but I´m Still zoning out parts of my day like
I´m half here, I´m half gone I´m half in the bar getting half drunk I´m half in your car riding shotgun I hate that I´m Half near, I´m half far I´m half with my friends in the big stall I´m half on my phone hoping you´d call
I never thought I´d be the shitty friend I hate I´m talk but I´m not listening I feel you close even though you´re not I´m stuck in time like a shadow was I´m trying hard to just pretend
I wouldn´t rather be with you instead this place And any better than the edge of your bed I wonder if I´ll ever get you out of my head
I´m half here, I´m half gone I´m half in the bar getting half drunk I´m half in your car riding shotgun I hate that I´m Half near, I´m half far I´m half with my friends in the big stall I´m half on my phone hoping you´d call
Half clear, half numb My body is here but my head´s not Rope burn on my hands from holding on