I was fucking pissed off man that guy was my best friend and he just kinda turned his back on me, he fucking bailed Denis actually sat down and said: "You don´t want this album to be about Danny. Danny´s in the past now, you need to move on, you need to look forward to your future."
And I was like: "You´re right, you´re right." and um, I sat down, and, and, I rewrote most of, most of the record um, lyrically anyway with Denis
So here we fucking go You´re going down You´re on your own This hate is endless Tonight I think I´ll cross the line I´ll cross the fucking line This hate is relentless
Oh here we go down this hole I´ve lost control Save me Oh here we go down this hole I´ve lost control Save me
Picking up, picking up another life Waking up, waking up from all the lies I feel so alone
Sometimes it ends Sometimes you fall Crossing out the man that I´ve become I´m standing tall Stronger than I ever did before Against them all
I know that you have locked me in your eyes And I can´t resist it The target on your chest is all that I can see Fight me now It´s not over No, no, no, it´s not over
Pick me up off the ground just once more So on I go, on I go But never alone
Sometimes it ends Sometimes you fall Crossing out the man that I´ve become I´m standing tall Stronger than I ever did before Against them all
Now it´s my turn to drag you through this hell Through this hell I, I won´t forgive I won´t let go of what you´ve done
Woke up alone So sick of this game
I´ve spent too many years in this house of pain If you can´t find the words, read between the lines So take it or leave it to me So take it or leave it to me from here this time
Ah, it was hard to sort of, switch off cause I was still angry inside, but I just...saying it now again it might be something about Danny obviously because being a musician and an artist, I write about what´s fueling me, how I´m feeling at the time. But a lot of how I´m feeling is excitement and I am happy and I am extremely grateful to still be going. So I just have to concentrate more of that, sort of, like, for the new record Then, you know, use my energy in hindsight, in a negative way, which it completely would have been had Denis not called me out and said: "Stop being a pussy.", which is cool