Stuck in the past
The future is too open ended (too open ended)
I can´t miss
Something that never existed (never existed)
I´ll keep persisting

The outcomes don´t always go my way
I still can´t cover them, and make them gray
The outcomes don´t always go my way
I will let decisions lie where they may

When I blur the lines
I don´t have to focus
Shrug my shoulders
That´s just how it goes, I guess

Diving headfirst into indifference
I´ll take on everything over feeling anything
Positive impacts are meaningless
If I don´t tolerate the pain of the negative

Something I had to learn
Was how to show care and concern

You won´t hear that your plea
Will never be

I´m shaken to the core
Paralyzed by reality

I´ll curl up
And hide inside
This is my shelter
To escape in

In here I disappear
Where there is no fear

Stuck in the past
The future is too open ended (too open ended)
I can´t miss something
That never existed (never existed)

I never thought I´d have it inside
To decide what is right for myself
Proof of this selfishness that won´t leave
Crushing until we can´t breath

Its grip held firm
Its grip held firm
One day it lets go
One day it lets go
I need you to forgive me