Staring at the walls to pass the time
Pinch myself make sure I´m still alive
I´m not alright
It´s become a disguise
Friends and family, I´m losing all ties

Staring at the walls to pass the time
Pinch myself; make sure I´m still alive
I´ve been here before
I will survive another month under gray skies
Another month under these gray skies

I´m holding on as a tight as I can
The monotony never seems to end
Every day feels the same
Every day I think about the place I´d rather be than here
I´ve been here before, I will survive
Another month under these grey skies
I´ve been here before, I will survive
Another month under these grey skies

We´ve carried each other through and over the seas, ( Over seas )

We live for nights like this
The ones we won´t forget, forever remember
We live for nights like this
The ones we won´t forget, forever remember
I hope to open my eyes to see this picture
I´m throwing it all away
I hope to open my eyes
To see this moment that I should treasure forever

Staring at the walls to pass the time
Pinch myself; make sure I´m still alive
I´m not alright, It´s become a disguise
Friends and family, I´m losing all ties
I´m holding on as tight as I can
Coming home, I don´t know when
I´m holding on as tight as I can, I swear ( I swear )

My dearest love, I woke up tired today
Even more so than yesterday
How that´s possible? I don´t even know, nor do I want to
It´s hard to find the motivation when you are this drained
My body aches but I´m used to feeling this way
Seventeen down, seventeen to go
That´s not so bad, right?
I think of home often and of you even more
Yesterday I saw the sun shining
It appeared for a few minutes just after two
For a moment I found myself smiling
As if those short rays of light were enough to get me by
Maybe that was enough
Thank God, I needed that

For a moment I found myself smiling
As if those short rays of light were enough to get me by
Maybe that was enough
Thank God, I surely needed that
I surely needed that
Thank God, I surely needed that