I tried it once before but I didn´t get too far
I felt a lot of pain but it didn´t stop my heart
And all I really wanted was someone to give a little fuck
But I waited there forever and nobody even looked up

I tried it once before and I think I might´ve messed up
I struggled with the veins and I guess I didn´t bleed enough
But maybe I´m alive ´cause I didn´t really wanna die
But nothing very special ever happens in my life

Take the blade away from me
I am a freak, I am afraid that
All the blood escaping me won´t end the pain
And I´ll be haunting all the lives that cared for me
I died to be the white ghost
Of the man that I was meant to be

I tried it like before and this time I made a deep cut

I thought about my friends and the way I didn´t give enough
And I should´ve told my mother, "Mom, I love you," like a good son
But this life is overwhelming and I´m ready for the next one

Take the blade away from me
I am a freak, I am afraid that
All the blood escaping me won´t end the pain
And I´ll be haunting all the lives that cared for me
I died to be the white ghost
Of the man that I was meant to be, yeah

I tried it once again and I think I might black out
I should´ve left a letter but I had nothing to write about

My blood is all around me, I get dizzy if I stand up
The cutting part was easy but regretting it is so fucked

Yeah, take the blade away from me
I am a freak, I am afraid that
All the blood escaping me won´t end the pain
And I´ll be haunting all the lives that cared for me
I died to be the white ghost
Of the man that I was meant to be
I tried it once again and I think I went too far
(The man that I was meant to be)
I cut a little deeper and the pressure stopped my heart
(The man that I was meant to be)
I couldn´t tell my mother that I love her, I´m a bad son

This life is overwhelming and I´m ready for the next one