Today I thought about it all And I think that you owe me a “Sorry” Cough it up, yeah, make it count I hope you feel so lost without me All these thoughts, they boil up
I´m overflowing, yeah, I´m leaking There´s nowhere safe to pour them out ´Cause no one knows me, I´m your secret
And I must be out of my mind Fall for it every time And I will (I will) until I die (Until I die)
I find solace in yearning for you now And I mistake lust for passion And I ride for pain And I´ll believe the hype I try to stay ´cause I still need this
I´ve tried sober, I´ve tried drunk I can´t numb enough as I try to fix it I call your bluff, you´re not so tough You used me up, don´t get it twisted
And I´ve got others on my line, least five I use them all to distract me The show that you´ve been putting on Is old and tired, you´re overacting
And I must be out of my mind Fall for it every time And I will (I will) until I die (Until I die)
I find solace in yearning for you now And I mistake lust for passion And I ride for pain And I´ll believe the hype I try to stay ´cause I still need this
I´m so sorry for your stress You´ve got a grieving heart and a heavy head So you take it out on me instead
But I don´t mind, I´m used to it I´ve got a fetish for suffering And then bleeding out for an audience