I feel conflicted, but it´s excitement
Maybe I´m nervous, mostly I like it
It´s like the house light I keep unlit
Last box in the basement, I´ve got a secret

I´ve got a secret under the carpet
I can´t remember in which compartment
The mind holds memories of days we´ve missed
I miss being certain, certainly I miss

Fallin´ for the afterthought
Of feelin´ what I want
I want to feel everything
But when I do it makes me question if I´m falling wrong
Don´t wanna break something
And people say it can belong
As long as it´s unseen
I feel uneasy, internal conflict
My head and my heart try to rephrase the argument
As "You didn´t feel that," now I feel gaslit
Torch my emotions
Please change the subject

Fallin´ for the afterthought
Of feelin´ what I want, I want to feel everything
But when I do it makes me question if I´m falling wrong
Don´t wanna break something, and people say it can belong
As long as it´s unseen

I feel confused by what I´m ashamed for
I feel ashamed by my human nature
Choose to adapt new outward behavior
To feel accepted
People are built for

Actin´ like there´s nothing wrong
So they can just move on
Sometimes I just wanna

But if I did it´d make you question if I´m worthy of
Feeling love, it´s funny how we get along
Just as long as I´m quiet