Barely afloat and we´re taking on water
Still chasing the high that I felt the whole summer
Being buried alive with a smile on my face

A drink in my hand and a day to erase

I´m picking up the pieces, please just look the other way
I´m picking up the pieces, please just look the other way

I go off the rails every chance that I´m given
Is it worth my life if it means I might fit in?
I look at the wounds that I choose to inflict
While I hold my tongue and I tighten my grip

I´m picking up the pieces, please just look the other way
I´m picking up the pieces, please just look the other way

I´m not falling asleep, wish my heart would beat slower

Thinking back on my year, wanna start it all over
I wake you up and I tell you I´m losing control
I´m barely surviving, but I need you to know

I´m picking up the pieces, please just look the other way
I´m picking up the pieces, please just look the other way
´Cause baby I´m afraid I´m slowly pushing you away
By showing you the deepest, darkest, weakest part of me

You said you´ll always be right here to keep me company
When I don´t even love myself you love me anyway
When I don´t even love myself you love me anyway