No matter how hard you try to run from this shit
It´s like it´s always- always one step ahead of you
You know?

Every time I try to run- run, it pulls me back even harder
Sometimes, I just feel like I gotta give in
Just to feel alright again

Rap heavyweight, I´m talking sumo
But the shit done broke my heart, I´m talking takotsubo
No pseudo, heard the name but I´m not the one
I know judo
You don´t know if I got a gun
Big stepper, big .40 on my hip flexor
My need for revenge is like a sick pleasure
Just on a pill and tryna numb the feeling
So I pop another pill and chop another melon
Fuck a hero, I got zero feelings in my cerebellum
I live long enough to see myself become the villain

Feel like ´Ye at the VMAs, this shit in my DNA
I got a lot of shit that I need to say
So why the fuck I always hold it in?
Walls closing in, aw shit, here we go again
I´m feeling trapped like my origin
Let me get a Hennessy or a gin

Lying to myself, avoiding real facts
I been on this track runnin´ real laps
I know you feel that
I know you feel that
Anxiety kicking in, I can´t relax
I been on this track running real laps
I know you feel that
It hit my system, I know I feel that

I know what these bitches do

Success is really misconstrued
No class, your ass must have graduated from a different school
I get it really, shit is cool, I ain´t even trippin´
I´m just slippin´ through the cracks in the floor of my living room
Dancing to a different tune, driving in a different lane
I was ´round for you, but you switched, and now this shit just changed
Picture this, you couldn´t even fit me in the picture frame
I´m sick of this, most your favorite idols is the biggest lames
Twenty years, never sold a ticket for the biggest stage
But I become the biggest villain if I ever get enraged

I used to pray for different days
The IRS came for me like my name was Nicolas Cage
That´s the reason why my book is missing pages
I guess we´ll see in the end
Although I love it, I´ma leave it again
I don´t trust it, I´m like fuck it, dawg, why even pretend?
Being honest, I promise you never see me again
The end

Lying to myself avoiding real facts
I been on this track running real laps
I know you feel that
I know you feel that
Anxiety kicking in, I can´t relax
I been on this track running real laps
I know you feel that
It hit my system, I know I feel that