I don´t fold
I´ve been working on saying no
Not tryna please a world I can´t control
No proof for anybody else

But my pride is keeping me awake at night
I´m shutting down and losing sight
Of what I want for myself
So good at drowning voices out
Lost mine in the crowd

I´m not scared of missing parties
I can step back from the scene
I´m not scared of missing out on photo opportunities
I´m not scared of disappointing all the people I won´t see
I´m afraid of holding myself back
From who I´m meant to be
I´ve got the fear of missing out on me

It´s so hard
To tell the pressure and desire and apart

What comes from them and what´s inside my heart?
Who´s to say what´s best?
Let that be
All that matters is what´s good for me
If it´s instinct, if it´s insecurity
It could lead to happiness
Won´t know til I say yes

I´m not scared of missing parties
I can step back from the scene
I´m not scared of missing out on photo opportunities
I´m not scared of disappointing all the people I won´t see
I´m afraid of holding myself back
From who I´m meant to be
I´ve got the fear of missing out on me

Let their voices all ring out
Mine is just as loud

So I´ll go out to some parties if that´s where I wanna be
And I´ll take a couple photos just to save a memory
There are people that I´ll miss
And there are people that I´ll see
But not one of them will hold me back
From who I´m meant to be
I´ll kick the fear of missing out on me
I´ll kick the fear of missing out on me