Now you´re gone, I don´t know how to feel
Said, "Goodbye," then it hit me for real
Suffer in silence
´Cause I can´t take the truth, keep my grieving quiet

Tell a white lie

I dug the grave feet away
From the main house in the ground delays
It was such a shame, what a waste
Boys die young every fucking day
So just cut the cake, celebrate
No more tears, it´s your special day
We gon´ numb the pain, wish and paint
Life goes on, Mrs. Adélaïde
You got more to give, soars to see
One day, that lump in your throat will clear
And you´ll catch yourself, open arms
Broke her back digging up the past
So take off the black, come downstairs
The party´s going on and I want you there
We gon´ celebrate
Come downstairs, we gon´ celebrate

Now you´re gone, I don´t know how to feel
Said, "Goodbye," then it hit me for real
Suffer in silence
´Cause I can´t take the truth, keep my grieving quiet
Tell a white lie

Tell me something, I wanna know everything about you
If I did, you would wish that I had never told you
Tell me something, I wanna know everything about you
Tell a white lie
On my own again, alone again
Sick of chasing M´s, tryna phone a friend
All of my friends are lonely men

You are my opium

And there´s a side I don´t show and it stifle me slow
I´m not like you, baby, I don´t like to be choked
This the only life I know and a life in a joke
Put a  in your throat just to lighten the load
´Cause I made it out the gutter, I got mud all on my knees
I had to struggle for a meal and now I struggle just to feel
Struggle in the field, tryna fuck you out those heels
And I fuck because the doctor said these drugs will help me heal
So I put Henny in my belly and it´s got me feeling heavy
Having trouble standing steady, I got troubles, way too many

And I´ll tell you when I´m ready, got a heart and it´s cold
Man, I feel like Ben and Jerry, got a heart and it´s cold

Now you´re gone, I don´t know how to feel
Said, "Goodbye," then it hit me for real
Suffer in silence
´Cause I can´t take the truth, keep my grieving quiet
Tell a white lie