I changed my life for you and all that you could do Is betray me, how could you play me
You got me doing things I know I shouldn´t do Am I crazy to live this way see
I know I´m wrong, I´m shamed everyday We´re not as one, but you think it´s okay My life is not meant to be lived this way, this way You promised me one day we would be Husband and wife but it seems to me You´re moving further away from me, from me
Lord I´m trying to do what´s pleasing in your sight But I´m in love, right now I´m caught up Instead of leaving, I know that you´ll be right by my side And you´ll make a way, just have your way
I spent too much time playin wife on many nights Keepin you happy, giving you all of me I wake up every morning feeling guilty cause you´re lying next to me Father forgive me, thought by now we´d be married
Four months ago you promised me By now I´d have my wedding ring You´ve shown no committment to me, to me I cannot blame you for using me If I continue to let this be Cause shacking with a man just ain´t me, ain´t me
Lord I´m trying to do what´s pleasing in your sight But I´m in love, right now I´m caught up Instead of leaving, I know that you´ll be right by my side