I, I, I, I think you´re captivating I, I, I, I think you´re captivating I, I, I, I think you´re captivating
Yeah It´s not the time to pump these brakes I don´t care how much I love her, how much money that I´ve made That wasn´t the goal, it never was I´m tryna see what my zenith is What it looks like to believe in strengths in all of my weaknesses Inconviences are hurdles, discipline jumps over I wanna see how it feels to do twelve months sober I wanna feel self love without the vanity (The vanity) I wanna feel what it be like to give a Grammy speech (A Grammy speech) I wanna see exactly how far I can take this independent thing How high can I fly if I just learn how to extend my wings
What would it be like to be patient, this is a me thing What would it be like to stop shamin´ myself to victory So when I win it doesn´t feel defeating, that´s why I´m leaving I´m seekin´ constant improvement I don´t have kids but I fostered a movement The journey´s the treasure, if I ain´t movin´, I´m losin´, for real
I´ve been (I´ve been) Pridin´ myself on all of my patience (Patience) Pridin´ myself on all of my dilligence Pridin´ myself on all of my curiosity I know I´ma get far if I work hard (Get far) Givin´ shit up that I fuckin´ love to death (To death)
When we called it quits, I was fuckin´ mess (Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah) But I gotta stick to my decision (Yeah, yeah) Got that tunnel vision, baby
Yeah If I give up on myself, it´s givin´ up on the universe In return it gave up on me, no more signs, no more new alerts I be haunted by what if I went after what I wanted Daydreaming ´bout that nightmare is what prompted Me to keep it goin´, I´m determined to see What life would look like as the best version of me I want a body that look sculpted like a statue
I wanna not respond to everything if I don´t have to I wanna heal the trauma from my childhood, I´m pissed off I wanna learn to snap less and use Wim Hoff I wanna celebrate myself instead of waitin´ for others I wanna a better friend, better son, better brother I wanna stop thinkin´ that I gotta go through hell to get the credit I desperately need to give to myself Accross the board, I wanna see what my best is (Yeah) I wanna prove it to myself that I can get this Tunnel vision
I´ve been (Blind is on, I´ve been) Pridin´ myself on all of my patience (Patience) Pridin´ myself on all of my dilligence Pridin´ myself on all of my curiosity I know I´ma get far if I work hard (Get far) Givin´ shit up that I fuckin´ love to death (To death) When we called it quits, I was fuckin´ mess (Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah) But I gotta stick to my decision (Yeah, yeah) Got that tunnel vision, baby