I´m at a party losin´ my mind
I check my phone, still don´t know the time
They say, “drink some alcohol
Then take all this Adderall”

I´m at a club, I´m losin´ my cool
Thinkin about how I´ve been used
Through the years of my sad life
Contemplate while I hold my knife

If I´m lost
Then I´ll be

Hidin´ in the bathroom
With just me, myself, and I
Find a window, try to escape
I´m in no state of mind
To be out, to be out
Let me out, let me out
And take me home
So I can be alone

I know, I know, you´ve never seen me like this
But if I stay, I´d scare you all shitless
I do some crazy shit
When I´m a depressive bitch
I know, I know, u want me to have fun
But I´m about to cry my fucking heart out
I just wanna go to sleep
This night wasn´t meant for me

I´m just thinkin´
With my stupid brain

Hidin´ in the bathroom
With just me, myself, and I
Find a window, try to escape

I´m in no state of mind
To be out, to be out
Let me out, let me out
And take me home
So I can be alone

I´m in no state of mind
To go out tonight
Take me away, take me away
I´ll stay in my solitude

Hidin´ in the bathroom
With just me, myself, and I
Find a window, try to escape
I´m in no state of mind
To be out, to be out

Let me out, let me out
And take me home
So I can be alone