I´ve got a waking premonition
A little like a shadow of a ghost
Black cloud she wraps around my vision
Digging her claws where no one goes

I´m not into confessing
I find it more depressing
Tell me why I should go
Yeah, I´ve got bad attention
Always overthinking
Tell me what I don´t know

I do it to myself
I´m a walking contradiction
I don´t need any help
Yeah, I know it´s self-infliction
I´m drowning it out, washing it down
I try to tell the voices but they´re feeding my doubt
I do it to myself
I´m a walking contradiction

A problem child by definition

Asked her to leave, but she won´t go
They got a name for that addiction
A broken heart, a broken home

I´m not into confessing
I find it more depressing
Tell me why I should go
Yeah, I´ve got bad attention
Always overthinking
Tell me what I don´t know

I do it to myself
I´m a walking contradiction
I don´t need any help
Yeah, I know it´s self-infliction
I´m drowning it out, washing it down
I try to tell the voices but they´re feeding my doubt

I do it to myself
I´m a walking contradiction

Talking to myself again
Talking to myself again
In my head, my only friend
In my head, my only friend
Talking to myself again

I do it to myself
I´m a walking contradiction
I don´t need any help
Yeah, I know it´s self-infliction
I´m drowning it out, washing it down
I try to tell the voices but they´re feeding my doubt
I do it to myself
I´m a walking contradiction