Dream another nightmare
I´m in love with all these ghosts
Stumble up a flight of stairs
Wake up all alone

Mixin´ up my words now
Don´t leave me high and dry
´Cause I´m mixin´ up prescriptions
I don´t wanna lose my life

I´m afraid that misery might take me back backwards
I´m afraid my misery might bring you down

It´s ´cause I don´t love me anymore
I kill myself every day a little more
And I need you now like I needed you then
I don´t love me, so I can´t love you in the end
I don´t love you anymore
I lose myself every day a little more
And I don´t need you now like I needed you then
I don´t love me, so I can´t love you in the end

I wish that I was someone else
Different face and different home
´Cause I´m cleanin´ out my closet
Afraid of what I´ll find alone
Now I´m tryin´ to remember
What it felt like to hold you
You said, "Why you let yourself down?"
"Why do these demons control you?"

I´m afraid that misery might take me back backwards
I´m afraid my misery might bring you down

It´s ´cause I don´t love me anymore
I kill myself every day a little more
And I need you now like I needed you then
I don´t love me, so I can´t love you in the end
I don´t love you anymore

I lose myself every day a little more
And I don´t need you now like I needed you then
I don´t love me, so I can´t love you in the end

In the end
In the end
I don´t really love you
I can´t even hug you
I don´t love me
I can´t love you