Good at being busy, keeping up with friends Tryna stop anxiety from catching me again I´ve tried everything (I´ve tried everything)
I´ll do anything (I´ll do anything) If I got a day off, I´ll start dreading it Give me too much time and I´ll fill it up with heavy shit I need therapy (I need therapy) Don´t like this side of me (Don´t like this side of me)
All I ever do is try to outrun the fear But when the lights go down It always seems to find me here
I´m my own worst enemy at night All the voices come alive Saying, "You´re a disappointment And you´re fucking up your life" It´s a really lonely fight When the monsters in your mind
Tell you, "No one´s gonna love you" Welcome to my head at midnight
Watched everything on Netflix, shit that I don´t like Anything to quiet down the mess up in my mind A temporary fix is better than feeling like this
And all I ever do is try to outrun the fear But when the lights go down It always seems to find me here
I´m my own worst enemy at night All the voices come alive Saying, "You´re a disappointment And you´re fucking up your life" It´s a really lonely fight When the monsters in your mind
Tell you, "No one´s gonna love you" Welcome to my head at midnight
Midnight, midnight, midnight
Good at being busy, keeping up with friends Tryna stop anxiety from catching me again I´ve tried everything, I´ll do anything (I´ll do anything)
I´m my own worst enemy at night (At night) All the voices come alive Saying, "You´re a disappointment And you´re fucking up your life" It´s a really lonely fight When the monsters in your mind Tell you, "No one´s gonna love you" Welcome to my head at midnight