Yep, okay, I was a little bit fired up
Is losing heart just part of the game?
It´s somethin´ I´d been thinking ´bout right
I´m at opposite end

Just an amateur diver
Was in over my head this time
But I´m stripping it down to size
It was a reckoning I found
It wasn´t up to me
And in the chaos, I got crowned
As some bizarre believer
I know that nothing can take this away from me
But it´s such a long way, I´m covered in scars, I guess I got tired
Somewhere out on the way

I´m at the apex, I´m in the strangest love of my life
I´m at the apex, or at least some version of my own insight
I lay down my hand, I´m a soldier now

It´s not all that bad, how could you understand?

And you always said that´s life
To want such favoring
But then you never had felt that way
And though there´s nothing that takes this away from me
It´s such a long time, I´m covered in scars, I guess I got tired
Somewhere out on the way

I´m at the apex, I´m in the strangest love of my life
I´m at the apex, or at least some version of my own
Insight
I lay down my hand, I´m a soldier now

It´s not all that bad, how could you understand?

(How could you understand?)
(How could you understand?)

I know that nothing can take this away from me
(How could you understand?)
I know that nothing can take this away from me
But it´s such a long way, I´m covered in scars