I know it´s been a minute since we last spoke
Been every type of bitter this year
There´s something sentimental ´bout the thought of it all
But your tears are all I hear

I should´ve loved you better
I wish I could have been there
I wish we never met so maybe then I wouldn´t see you everywhere
But you´re so independent; need no one but yourself
I don´t know how you do it inhibition for my guilt too ´course
I made a mistake
Pushed you away, so I grieved your loss
Killed every single memory, killed every thought
Killed everything

´Cause it might be easier that way
If I never had to see your face
If I could pretend we never met
Maybe then I´d feel okay
But how can I act like you´re a stranger?

If you were the only one who knew me
I live in a city full of people, but I am alone

The comfort of your arms was the only thing I knew
Getting out of bed, is easier than it should
Silence in my car
Was the furthest route i tried
Used to feel so glad
When I had you by my side

Waking up at night, ripping out my hair
I´m used to having fights, used to hurting everybody that I care for
It´s unfair, everybody lives their own life
That I´m never there for, and I lie and I steal time from
Everyone who ever cried, when I cry, lights on

You can put it on my grave when I die
At the top of the plaque, "Here lies in his tomb a fucking waste of a man"
I got to learn to let go
I got to learn to move on
Got a lot I don´t know
I have to learn to let go
If I don´t change who I am I´ma die before I´m old
But I can´t help but hide myself behind my world of lies
I made to cope with who I lost I killed you here

´Cause it might be easier that way
If I never had to see your face
If I could pretend we never met
Maybe then I´d feel okay
But how can I act like you´re a stranger?

If you were the only one who knew me
I live in a city full of people, but I am alone