We walked through the door of our new apartment We´re laughing the whole time
I hold your hands in mine, we share a smile A box in hand and you in the other You smell like lavander, like my mother And then, the lights turn green
What have I done? Have I made a mistake? Cause I can´t remember why I feel this way My life flashes by, as I drive away My home is not my home no more My home is now my grave
Ooh, ooh Ooh, ooh
The gifts you gave me, I´ll keep them safe Though bittersweet in their aftertaste So many songs that´ll never sound the same
Stuffed animals that used to light up the room Felt like how I fell out of love with you Out of sight, but I see you everyday Oh, why the hell do I keep recalling The good, the great, I had all I wanted How on earth did I lose it in a day? I left my sweatshirt at her place I´m turning back to my old ways Can´t keep commitments I´m the same as what I hated Ain´t it funny how we change?
What have I done? Have I made a mistake? Cause I can´t remember why I feel this way My life flashes by, as I drive away My home is not my home no more My home is now my grave
Ooh, ooh I never knew All this love was new to me Ooh, ooh I never knew, oh What it would do to me Ooh I never knew All this love was new to me Ooh, ooh I never knew, oh-
What have I done? I´ve made a mistake ´Cause I can´t remember, no I can´t remember Why I feel this way, life flashes by As I drive away
My home is not my home no more My home is now my-
I miss your laugh, I miss your face I took your half, and threw it all away I hate myself, I hate this pain I hate that I lost everything
It´s cold outside, this time of year But its colder now, that you´re not here I´ve lost my rock, and I´ve lost my friend I never want to see a goldfish again