I´m too emotional, I have to let you go
I haven´t cleaned my room since last time you came home
And everyday that passes by, makes it so much harder to enjoy my life

Though, it´s part of growing older
Sleeping with the lights off, it´s better, If I´m blind so I can get you off my mind, ´cause

Everytime I see you smile, I die a little bit
Heard that you´ve been doing well, I wonder who you´re with?
I pretend, I don´t care, I tell myself you´re right here
It´s nothing but a nightmare, nightmare
But everytime I see those eyes
I wonder if you know you´re keeping me up late at night
I don´t know where to go
I pretend, I don´t care, I tell myself you´re right here
It´s nothing but a nightmare, nightmare

I´m too impulsive, I didn´t mean to call again
I wasn´t thinking straight last night at 3 A.M
I´ve been having trouble trying to fall asleep
Melatonin by my side, but my will is weak
Keep notions that I´m fine so I don´t need
Medicated remedies, fuck benzodiazepines

Everytime I see you smile, I die a little bit
Heard that you´ve been doing well, I wonder who you´re with?
I pretend, I don´t care, I tell myself you´re right here
It´s nothing but a nightmare, nightmare
But everytime I see those eyes
I wonder if you know you´re keeping me up late at night
I don´t know where to go
I pretend, I don´t care, I tell myself you´re right here

It´s nothing but a nightmare, nightmare
Everytime I see you smile, I die a little bit

I´ma try, I don´t why I wanna fall in love
I wanna die, everytime I see you popping up
Forget about the fights, remember the nights we had, it´s not enough
I wanna lie, pretend I´m alright, but

Everytime I see you smile, I die a little bit
Heard that you´ve been doing well, I wonder who you´re with?
I pretend, I don´t care, I tell myself you´re right here
It´s nothing but a nightmare, nightmare
But everytime I see those eyes
I wonder if you know you´re keeping me up late at night

I don´t know where to go
I pretend, I don´t care, I tell myself you´re right here
It´s nothing but a nightmare, nightmare
Everytime I see you smile, I die a little bit
Heard that you´ve been doing well, I wonder who you´re with?
I pretend, I don´t care, I tell myself you´re right here
It´s nothing but a nightmare, nightmare
But everytime I see those eyes
I wonder if you know you´re keeping me up late at night
I don´t know where to go
I pretend, I don´t care, I tell myself you´re right here
It´s nothing but a nightmare, nightmare