No matter what I do
I can´t love because of you
You fucked me up and put me out of tune
I do my best to fake that I´m good
But I forget my place too soon

Oh, Can´t you say goodbye
To the scars you left behind
How ´bout you get the fuck outta my mind
I swear that I can´t feel love
Oh, won´t you say goodbye
To all my butterflies
I can´t look you in your eyes again

I began to track dark times with low peach
??? no time for bus rides with
Sad rhymes to climb right out of dark times
I pass the clock by watching you playing Fortnite
No for real, that´s what got me through this whole ordeal
Stuck out of tune, I made it through by watching King Appeal
Stuck in my bed while my heart is turned to steel
Got no covers or no blankets cause I know that love ain´t real

No matter what I do
I can´t love because of you
You fucked me up and put me out of tune
I do my best to fake that I´m good
But I forget my place too soon
Oh, Can´t you say goodbye
To the scars you left behind
How ´bout you get the fuck outta my mind
I swear that I can´t feel love
Oh, won´t you say goodbye
To all my butterflies
I can´t look you in your eyes again

One day I thought back
When I lacked a lot of stuff that I have
I cracked the moments that I kept to my back
And back to school in that I built

And went through times in Minecraft
The beat goes up down
I´m thinkin´ about the times that I had
And I was hurt pretty bad now that I think to myself
It makes the happy inside ??? thousand bookshelves
But looking back I´m not mad
At all of the shit that I sat through
Yeah, that´s true, I bet you I was willing to roam the backrooms for you