Growing up, I never had a lot of money I never had a phone, always was a little hungry Used to find it hard to sleep When I could hear my mother sobbing I was 10 back then
I didn´t have a room, had to buy used shoes I hid behind tunes to avoid abuse And every time I fell, I would blame it on myself Even if it was an accident
Maybe, it´s not what I want Oh, I´ve seen better days, and the moment fucking sucks But I´ll be damned if I don´t stop, and, honestly, why not? When nobody gives a fuck?
But sometimes I just can´t help myself I wanna give up trying and start doing something else Sometimes I just get overwhelmed I know it´s in my mind, but I think I need some help
Sometimes I just can´t help myself
I was an outcast Thrown out to dry and get laughed at Too shy to talk about home I always thought life was supposed to be cold And, oh, I´ve been so lost without hope I got a window in my head, it´s a casket You know I´ve been wishing I was dead, but I mask it
Maybe, it´s not what I want Oh, I´ve seen better days, and the moment fucking sucks But I´ll be damned if I don´t stop, and, honestly, why not? When nobody gives a fuck?
But sometimes I just can´t help myself I wanna give up trying and start doing something else Sometimes I just get overwhelmed I know it´s in my mind, but I think I need some help
Because it´s all I know My hands around my throat Pray that I won´t let go this time around But every single time I try to shut my eyes I see the reason why I´m not alone
Sometimes I just can´t But sometimes I just can´t help myself I wanna give up trying and start doing something else Sometimes I just get overwhelmed
I know it´s in my mind, but I think I need some help Sometimes I just can´t help myself