I´m ashamed
???
Oh, tell me, how do you do what you love
When you´re sick in the brain?
And you´re two thousand miles away

So why am I stuck on Twitter and lying awake?
I show my true colors, you left, and my life got so gray
I can´t get over you, yet I been up so much, hey
But despite all the lies and projection, I hope you´re okay

I´m not, I don´t want to escape
I ???, my ego deflates
It´s starin´ me down, I ??? the sound
Just to find out that I was a fake

´Cause behind a smile, I´m so pissed
But I won´t show the emotions
No, I´m ??? close friends
You can´t face me now, I´m too broken
Eyes open, I don´t ??? this ???
??? count on always makin´ a mistake

Close my eyes, ??? my neck breaks
Now ???, I don´t know how much more I can take

I´m lost, I can´t find an escape
I´m trapped and my ego deflates
Starin´ me down, I ??? sound
Just to find out that I was a fake
I´m not, I just want to escape
I ???, my ego deflates
It´s starin´ me down, I ??? the sound
Just to find out that I was a

Take my pockets
??? way too
??? aware
And you can´t bring me to hell
Tell me, was the lie that you would´ve won?
I play it out in my mind, what I could´ve done

And keep wondering if I pry when my time is up
I can´t help it, picture my life ??? in a month
???
I´m straight fucked, ??? on my face
??? my own place
Now I ??? and I don´t know how much more I can take

´Cause my whole personality´s fake
And I want someone else in my place, yeah
Feel so much better, I set off for now
An endeavor to die to create

Die to create
Die to create
Aah
Die to create
Aah

Bloomtodeath
Bloomtodeath
Bloomtodeath
Bloomtodeath, bloomtodeath
Too excited about dying, and blooming, umm