Waking up early
Not knowing what for
I never knew when
You´d walk through the door

Still can remember
More than I´d hope
Perfume and paint cans
Bottled up hope
Mattress in corners
Of rooms all my life
Alone in apartments
A heart for a mind

Head first into the water
Ultrapure like a child
I would walk through this fire
Full of doubts
With a general smile

Closed eyes, not sleeping

Still hear those shouts
Holding your hand till
The voices drown out

I was born to forgive you
Ultrapure like a child
Were you always pulling an anchor
Dragging you from behind?

I was born to forgive you
Ultrapure like a child
It was never your fault
But surely, it wasn´t mine

It was never your fault but surely, it wasn´t mine
But surely, it wasn´t mine