I´m not ashamed to admit it
I am the person responsible for all the pain that I´m feelin´
Can´t nobody hurt me like I hurt myself
Do it all of the time but I havn´t been healin´

I don´t think I´ll make it
So I take another one straight, no I don´t need no chaser
Lately been gettin´ too wasted, feel like it´s just me vers´ the world
Yeah, I know everyone hates me
This is the way that it has to be
So I´m done runnin´ from whatever´s after me
I deserve all of it, do not feel bad for me
Self-inflicted all the wounds, do it happily
I got nobody to call on
The love that I had that is long gone
And my whole life I´ve been misunderstood
Yeah, this whole damn world has got me all wrong
I just wanna be myself
They want me to change, they say when I drink that I should see myself
Been dyin´ inside, I´ma need my health

Why you only come around when you need my help?
I remember bein´ suicidal
Never waitin´ on my arrival
I pushed the limit so many times
I don´t know why I still survive though

???
My spirit is under attack
Have I fallen into a trap?
Usually, I don´t get into it
And I´ma tell y´all ´bout the pain that I´ve felt all my life
I become numb to the pain and it starts to feel right
So give me what you got, you could do your worst
Send a hundred shots, put me in the dirt
You must´ve forgot how much I´m really hurt
You must´ve forgot, you must´ve forgot

So give me what you got

Wonderin´ if I´m gone or I´m not
All I know is I´m alone in my thoughts
I see you feelin´ right at home on the block
You can change in the hand that you got
They said that only time will tell
I spent a little time in hell, commissary inside the cell
All the time that I was in the penitentiary
Ain´t a person in the world come and visit me
Man, that really do somethin´ hard to your pride
How you do so much wrong you ain´t worth nobody time?
Way too many times it was weighin´ on my mind
I was layin´ there at night contemplatin´ suicide
I don´t make-believe
Really got a guardian angel savin´ me

Only reason that I´m still alive, thankfully
Became who I aimed to be, you hate, but you can´t compete
Sometimes I think that I´m somebody
Other times I think that I´m nobody
I ain´t never wanna have to break down work
But I´m with that fast life, I don´t do it with the slow money
I don´t make excuses, I create solutions
I don´t hang with losers, busy makin´ moves
And I don´t the time to be chasin´ Gucci
My life is an inspirational movie

???
My spirit is under attack
Have I fallen into a trap?
Usually, I don´t get into it
And I´ma tell y´all ´bout the pain that I´ve felt all my life

I become numb to the pain and it starts to feel right
So give me what you got, you could do your worst
Send a hundred shots, put me in the dirt
You must´ve forgot how much I´m really hurt
You must´ve forgot, you must´ve forgot