I´m not fine
I´m caught between the lines
That I don´t see
I don´t see
I´m traumatized

From hearing all these lies
That you speak
I wish I could wash you out with bleach
I wish I could wash you

If I could find a word that was worse than hate I would surely say it
Right up to your face
At the first chance that occurs
I´m not a hateful person
You brought out a different version
I´m not who I was before
I no longer hide behind curtains

This is your fault, your blame
You´ve gone insane
I called your bluff, you called to say
You don´t think we´ll make it

But I called today, I´m not okay
Eyeballs are drained
I´ve lost my way
Now you got me saying that-

I´m not fine
I´m caught between the lines
That I don´t see
I don´t see
I´m traumatized
From hearing all these lies
That you speak
I wish I could wash you out with bleach
I wish I could wash you

Dye my hair with bleach
Wash my mouth out with bleach
Bust my fuckin´ lip

Clean my shirt of blood out of bleach
In the curse of love
You´re the one cursing my dreams
I don´t wanna wake up
If you´re not laying by me and
Maybe I don´t get you cause I don´t get you
The kind of miss you
I kind of miss you
Doesn´t do justice and speaking of justice
Imma need your judgement to leave in abundance
Even all you what-ifs
Keep to a hush let´s try to be productive

This is your fault, your blame
I´ve gone insane
I called your bluff, you called to say
You don´t think we´ll make it
But I called today, I´m not okay

Eyeballs are drained
I´ve lost my way
Now you got me saying that-

I´m not fine
I´m caught between the lines
That I don´t see
I don´t see
I´m traumatized
From hearing all these lies
That you speak
I wish I could wash you out with bleach
I wish I could wash you