You always said that I lucked out
But I just feel more lost now
It´s all a scene like magazines
It all just pulls me under

And my expectations
Like poison, I know that
Stuck in this cycle
I´m fine tho, I´m fine

This isn´t what I thought it´d be like
Just an illusion doesn´t sit right
At every corner, there´s a red light
Perfect moments seem to slip by
And when I wake up
Tastes so sweet, like it was made up
This isn´t what I thought it´d be like
Just an illusion what it feels like, it feels like

Window tinted the glass
I don´t know where I´m at
Letting go of the wheel like a basketcase

I don´t know how to feel
I don´t know what I meant
No, it´s not really real when I´m lost in

And my expectations
Like poison, I know that
Stuck in this cycle
I´m fine tho, I´m fine

This isn´t what I thought it´d be like
Just an illusion doesn´t sit right
At every corner, there´s a red light
Perfect moments seem to slip by
And when I wake up
Tastes so sweet, like it was made up
This isn´t what I thought it´d be like
Just an illusion what it feels like, it feels like

You know I always
Build it up just to be let down
Staring at another blank wall
I don´t know what to believe now

This isn´t what I thought it´d be like
Just an illusion doesn´t sit right (Sit right)
At every corner, there´s a red light
Perfect moments seem to slip by
And when I wake up
Tastes so sweet, like it was made up
This isn´t what I thought it´d be like
Just an illusion what it feels like, it feels like