A thousand hours that I can´t get back The kinda power that I can´t believe you had Consuming me completely To think that you´d complete me But now I´m back to reading poetry
I´m going places I don´t care that you might be Yeah, I guess that this is freedom No need to see you bleeding
Lately nobody´s worried ´bout me They say how good I´m sounding It still gets my heart pounding Thinking of the time I wasted
Baby, these days I´m perfectly fine I don´t crave you whenever I´m high And I know that I don´t have it all figured out But I do more than hate you now Yeah, these nights can tell ´em apart No more clenched fists punching the dark I guess even with you gone I kept you around But there´s more to me than hating you now
It´s only recently I recognize I drank the poison just to wait for you to die A twisted kinda pleasure Wouldn´t let myself get better
Everyone worried ´bout me Saying how sick I sounded It still gets my heart pounding Thinking of the time I wasted
These days I´m perfectly fine I don´t crave you whenever I´m high And I know that I don´t have it all figured out But I do more than hate you now Yeah, these nights can tell ´em apart No more clenched fists punching the dark I guess even with you gone I kept you around But there´s more to me than hating you now
I close my eyes now and I don´t think about you And with the lights out I won´t be reaching for you No, I don´t cry now When I think of all the time I wasted
Baby, these days I´m perfectly fine I don´t crave you whenever I´m high And I know that I don´t have it all figured out But I do more than hate you now
Yeah, these nights can tell ´em apart (Woah, oh-oh-oh) No more clenched fists punching the dark (Woah, oh-oh-oh) I guess even with you gone I kept you around (Woah, oh-oh-oh) But there´s more to me than hating you now