Stay patient
All I have to do is stay patient
Life´s changing
So I might have to make some rearrangements
I roll the dice and I feel so alive and then I´m lifeless

And I don´t like it
But honestly, the irony is priceless ´cause

I´m caught on the fence
I´m either happy or I wish I was dead
My life is a mess
I kinda like it even though I´m depressed
I´m caught on the fence
I´m either happy or I wish I was dead
My life is a mess
I fucking love it even though I´m depressed

Only call it a living ´cause I´m still alive
Only open up the doors if they´re suicide
I´m anxious to my core but I´m doing fine
Try to keep my distance from the law
Keep my peace of mind
You can´t change in a day

So I spend every second taking care of my brain
I might fill up all the emptiness with diamonds and chains
And if you wanna get to steppin´ you´ll get punched in the face
But it´s alright

I´m caught on the fence
I´m either happy or I wish I was dead
My life is a mess
I kinda like it even though I´m depressed
I´m caught on the fence
I´m either happy or I wish I was dead
My life is a mess
I fucking love it even though I´m depressed

Well even though I´m depressed I´m not sorry
I don´t wanna leave this bed at all

I´ve got a brick on my chest
Hell is gripping my legs
And there´s a demon, he´s ten foot tall
But honestly, he doesn´t seem like much of a threat

I´m caught on the fence
I´m either happy or I wish I was dead
My life is a mess
I kinda like it even though I´m depressed
I´m caught on the fence
I´m either happy or I wish I was dead
My life is a mess
I fucking love it even though I´m depressed