Looking back at me I see that I never really got it right
I never stopped to think of you
I´m always wrapped up in things I cannot win
You are the antidote that gets me by

Something strong like a drug that gets me high
What I really meant to say
Is I´m sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold
I never meant to be so cold
What I really meant to say
Is I´m sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold
I never meant to be so cold
To you I´m sorry about all the lies
Maybe in a different light
You could see me stand on my own again
Cause now I can´t see
You are the antidote that got me by
Something strong like a drug that got me high
What I really meant to say
Is I´m sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold

I never meant to be so cold
What I really meant to say
Is I´m sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold
I never meant to be so cold
I never meant to be so cold
I never really wanted you to see
The screwed up side of me that I keep
Locked inside of me so deep
It always seems to get to me
I never really wanted you to go
So many things that you shouldn´t have known
I guess for me there´s just no hope
I never meant to be so cold
What I really meant to say
Is I´m sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold
I never meant to be so cold

What I really meant to say
Is I´m sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold
I never meant to be so cold